Feeling so moody now, I wish I had the chance to ask you out with watch the fireworks with me. but even if I had the courage, you wouldn't see me.

anyways, caught the fireworks on Friday with Darren, and on Saturday with the church peeps. let's see, Joel, Samantha, Darren, Weicheng, Christopher, Lester, Shing Yi and J.Liew. yeah.

Friday was beautiful, I wished so much, prayed so much, upon that fireworks that once shown for me, but is nothing more than darkness now. would be once again. it would really take God's hands to work a miracle. or maybe I'm deceiving myself.

Saturday was breathtaking. I wished you were with me. words cannot describe what Saturday's fireworks were like. the most amazing thing that would happen.

I have so much to say, but no words to put.

Dear God, please answer my prayers. please don't leave me. amen.

I miss you.